Jumping off the cliff

Remember the Seinfeld episode where George decided to do the opposite of his norm in every situation because all of his decisions had just been wrong? That. That is where I am. I am sitting on the edge of the life cliff and I'm very scared that I will die here on the edge of the cliff while I analyze why I'm doing nothing. I have to jump off and crash or fly. Dying from the jump has to be better than dying here thinking about it. No I'm not suicidal, if I ever decide to really physically jump off a cliff I have a mental list of people that I'm taking with me! Haha! Seriously, strong is hard and I have to get there fast. Wish me luck