As I'm writing this book, it's bringing back old feelings and fears and memories. I still have the binder with all the conversations and exchanges between my husband and his online affairs, or as I call them his "others".
One woman in particular is still on twitter and has a very large following, she's a professional, educated, witty, so on.. I still read her tweets, check her followers just to see if maybe one of them looks familiar. What amazes me is that she's highly successful, intelligent, protective of her personal information and I have pictures of her naked, pictures of her various body parts, copies of her "cybersex" chats with my husband and copies of very personally revealing conversations about her life. I also know her real name, where she works, her husbands name and where they live. Why on earth would she give my husband, a stranger, the tools to humiliate her? She's an intelligent woman who handed over naked pictures and sex chats to a stranger, seriously? Let me clarify, I will not expose her or her info or the pics or anything else because she didn't seek him out, he started it, although she knew he was married. I wonder sometimes if adults also need to be reminded that the person on the other end of the keyboard is a stranger. They can tell you whatever you want to hear and create your greatest fantasy, but it's still a stranger. Do people really lose all common sense over a little bit of flattery? I hope I never ever lose my self respect and have to rely on a fantasy world to sustain my days, Sad.
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